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Monday, 18 April 2005
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Topic: 'reality'
alan, i should rephrase what i said in my last post . . . i was referring to the car that followed you out of the wyles-crowley parking lot; that was me. after i had started following you, i realized you were a bit uneasy, to say the least. still, i could not show myself for reason that i might risk exposing our link. so you see, being sneaky is good for some things . . .

as for the strange figure in your back yard, i can swear to you that it was not me by any stretch . . . just ask your androids . . . dont worry, i wont be popping up at your house in some creepy disguise, and i didnt do it in the first place. i understand why you might have thought so, though . . .

anyhow, ive been really learning a bit about the way society is being run, alan. its terribly interesting, and i cannot seem to stop learning. its all harmless, and hopefully even beneficial. i was just taking an informal tour of wyles-crowley under an assumed identity, and naturally i had to speak with john wyles a bit, but he doesnt know who i am. he also has no idea that i know you, so theres nothing to be irritated about. i may even stop back in at wyles-crowley soon . . . but really, there are so many offsite contractors and military personnel going to and fro that i will remain quite anonymous. we ought to keep it that way as well, for the sake of our anonymity.

anyhow, im going off the Big Reflection . . . since you informally invited me to drop by your house sometime, i will formally invite you to come visit me in the Big Reflection sometime . . .

good night[morning]!

~Rex~

Posted by Alan Cross at 8:01 AM EDT
Updated: Monday, 18 April 2005 8:09 AM EDT
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:)
Topic: experiments/research
well, alan, thank you for your lengthy opinion . . . its not like you to type so much! i suppose this cyber-aug issue must really get you fired up . . . do you suppose that maybe youre just a little jealous that wyles took your technology and sold it off to the military, who in turn improved upon it? ;)

anyhow, i have been traveling around quite a bit more . . . really, youd be amazed how easily one can gain access to ultra-high security facilities . . . IF you are me, that is ;) ive already seen a bit of the cyber-aug testing in various labs. in fact, i even paid your job a visit a week or two ago . . . dont you remember seeing anything out of place on the night that dark figure frightened you in your back yard?

_Rex_

Posted by Alan Cross at 5:30 AM EDT
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Thursday, 14 April 2005
boy oh boy
Topic: experiments/research
i was wondering, alan, since youre involved intimately with research into building androids for wyles-crowley, what do you think about the research and deployment of cybernetic augmentation in soldiers?

ive been looking into it a bit lately, and it seems quite amazing. of course, if one could only transfer a human consciousness into a machine . . . wouldnt that be splendid??

-Rex~

Posted by Alan Cross at 6:20 AM EDT
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Wednesday, 6 April 2005
good afternoon
Topic: 'reality'
ive been working on quite a few things lately, my friends, so forgive my frequent absence. however, in response to alans question, i did indeed know that he hadnt posted much lately, and therefore i didnt see much of a point in me posting.

anyhow, your post was interesting, alan . . . youve been feeling a bit anxious, you say? yes, i suppose i understand. ive felt similarly lately, but i havent been running around aimlessly ;)

you know, alan, since weve both experienced similarly inexplicable encounters with strange looking beings, i say that you ought to help me look into it more. you see, alan, what we saw is just the beginning . . . recently, ive been thinking that i was going a bit mad, but really, once you saw that same sort of dark being i knew i wasnt alone.

there are all sorts of things going on right outside the corners of our eyes . . . it just depends on how quickly one can hold their focus.

you see, there are many things which we take for reality, alan . . . things we see every day. but many of these things are mere fabrications, manipulations of our reality, our physical realm. there are forces at work at all times, some pushing humanity forward, others pulling them back.

we need to push things forward. the anxious feelings you have been feeling may not just be the effects of spring . . . havent you ever just trusted your gut? i know you have, alan.

youre quite the metaphysically open-minded scientist, after all . . .

~Rex-

Posted by Alan Cross at 3:10 PM EDT
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Saturday, 2 April 2005
synchronicity
Topic: explanations
to answer your question, alan, ill make it quite simple.

since i have a good idea of when you are active in posting, i simply do not bother to post at any other time except in rare occasions(like now). anyhow, ive been doing quite well recently, my friend . . . how have you been? you werent around for nearly the whole week . . . still a bit ungrounded from your recent experiences?

anyhow, im up for the day now . . . perhaps ill post more later, but i doubt it.

~Rex

Posted by Alan Cross at 7:26 AM EST
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Monday, 28 March 2005
hey there alan
Topic: miscellaneous
well, alan, i didnt mean to confuse you like that! i was just looking over some of the performance graphs and tables on your network; i dont know what number nine actually looks like ;) hopefully youll show me at some point; theyre made in your image, arent they?

anyhow, that is quite amazing about that strange intruder in your yard . . . it almost sounds identical to the thing that i see. mine does not quite look like a man, though, at least not to me . . . see alan, maybe im not crazy, huh? ;) but really, i think that since we can both see this sort of thing, were really sort of special actually. no offense, but i didnt think youd be able to see such things . . . i thought it might just be a Newgen thing or something even unique to me. guess not :/

as for micky michaels, yes, perhaps i should have said 'autistic'. retarded sounds a bit harsh, i admit. im beginning to wonder what you asked . . . why does this micky kid get so much publicity? it seems like they should be scooping him up and off to a Newgen re-education facility. about the dead animal revival stuff, etc . . . thats what ive heard, but i dont know how much to believe. he couldnt really do that, right?

as for my travels, i was visiting a few people. i actually saw jessica dehring for a bit, as well . . . im just trying to get some people together to start networking. i figure it can slowly grow . . . we can change things for the better, you know? but we all have to work together. i think all our fates are weaved together somehow . . . but who knows.

anyhow, im off for the night/day . . . talk to you more later. i may be out doing some social experiments later . . .

-Rex~

Posted by Alan Cross at 6:47 AM EST
Updated: Monday, 28 March 2005 6:49 AM EST
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Saturday, 26 March 2005
hey, i beat you ;)
Topic: travels
:) i had to do it again, alan, forgive me. i knew you were going to post. and call me crazy, but its probably something unusual for you, no?

anyhow, i just got back from a trip around the country. i was meeting up with several friends of mine and trying to organize some things for later this year. its hard to believe it nearly spring already, isnt it, alan? at the rate im growing right now, it seems as though i can expect my body to develop to that of a young man by years end.

also, on a minor side note, have you ever heard of a boy named micky michaels? hes some supposedly extraordinary retarded child . . . i cant quite get a hold of him, though, which is very inconvenient. id just love to chat with him.

well, anyway, i just wanted to say hello in a creative way ;) talk to you later, alan, im getting a snack; my sleep schedule is way off. im going to the Big Reflection in a few . . . ive got to make some stops, you could say ;)

oh, and model nine looks quite nice, doctor! until next time . . .

~Rex-

Posted by Alan Cross at 7:47 AM EST
Updated: Saturday, 26 March 2005 7:50 AM EST
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Tuesday, 22 March 2005
:)
Topic: big reflection
"well, rex, its good that you werent pestered anymore by that strange presence . . . thats pretty creepy. i dont know what id do if one of them was hanging around my house."

well, alan, how do you know there arent any strange beings hanging around your house? trust me, theres all sorts of things going on that people cant see . . . i mean, i can see it, but just be content that you cant.

ignorance can be bliss, my friend. anyhow, im going to sleep . . . night!

~Rex~

Posted by Alan Cross at 4:56 AM EST
Updated: Tuesday, 22 March 2005 4:59 AM EST
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hmmm
Topic: miscellaneous
well, this is strange. the post i made monday afternoon got deleted, so im reposting it. but i really made this post yesterday . . .


good day . . . hello alan, folks . . . the rest of my weekend was fine, and i didnt have anymore 'unsettling' encounters, at least not in the physical realm of our waking hours.

and to reply to your earlier post, yes . . . i did see what the figure looked like; as i said, i cant get the image out of my head. it was seemingly a complete mass of darkness, but it seemed to have volume, and its silhouette billowed around its center. it was almost like a living soot loud. it was so strange to see . . . the center of the being seemed to be illuminated, but very dimly i should say . . . and the face(if one could call it that) was rather dark as well, but the eyes and mouth were the darkest of all . . the eyes were like sunken craters and his mouth was like an oil slick as it spread across his countenance.

anyhow, what did you and rich chat about on your little clandestine lunch?? ;) why do you need to talk to a geneticist about an android??

for now, i must go however . . . i shall return later.

-Rex

Posted by Alan Cross at 4:52 AM EST
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Saturday, 19 March 2005
i know, i know . . .
. . . you think im crazy, alan, but trust me on this . . . and suppose your dream interpretation is true? i mean, theres a lot of 'maybes' in there . . .

i saw it, i felt its presence, it made a sound like a strong breeze across my ears as it disappeared from sight. i sensed it, experienced this. it was reality.

anyhow, ive got to get back to bed . . . thats good that youre relearning chinese, alan.

zaijian, cross xiansheng . . .

-Rex

Posted by Alan Cross at 6:55 AM EST
Updated: Saturday, 19 March 2005 7:08 AM EST
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